Closed confessions of the third mind..
Ok here it goes…
Before I start telling you about the reason for my present restlessness/mood/problem , I want to state some ground rules/statements:
1. I truly love my job and the work I have here.
2. I love the freedom they give me..the respect..the cash( of course.. 
)..I actually love going to office everyday too..its a fun place where I ‘also’ work..
3. I know I am lazy.. self motivated only at times (unless something COMPLETELY excites me)
4. It’s not the usual college missing thing. I miss my college of course..but that’s not the reason.
My issue is.. I’m missing a thrill.. a fire or an excitement inside.. No no..maybe I have it in me..but I’m not able to gather myself to move ahead with the spark.. to make a difference.. I don’t know what I should be doing.. even technically, I spend two-three hours thinking whether I should make an app in python for my phone or make a windows gadget or a win phone 7 app or a simple website for my own.. not that im good at any of these..all these’ll take good learning time as well..but atleast i’ll be doing something..n i chose a tech perspective so that i could get self-motivated..bah! I kindo decided to stop facebooking for sometime..let me see how much justice i can do to it..Yesterday Sunny(my flatmate) told me about a guy who sued a gaming company for not having a disclaimer saying its addictive! I really don’t wanna sue mark Zuckerberg n make half the world my enemies.. So this blog is like a resolution checkpoint for the same.. I shouldn’t be just wasting away my youth in refreshin web pages.. I’m gonna do something.. and i WILL..
Posted on December 12, 2010, in Uncategorized and tagged confession, restless, zeal. Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.
…Even I feel that this facebook locked my mind …and I will do the same when my result will declare and I will start serious studies for competitive exams …..while I was reading this post , I was feeling that I am talking to myself ….:) …We should think out of the box …and should do more creative work rather than tangled between massages and notifications .